Thursday, October 28, 2004
the plight of my compulsion
due to an insurgence of stressful sticky situations, my fingers have degenerated to a bloody and pitiful state. i yearn for saturday to come so i can put an end to the sorrowful sight by visiting a manicurist. i've never seen my addiction as an act of self-mutilation but more as an exit from pent up anxiety. slatering lotions don't work no more. the disability to disfigure my hands would only cause more aggravation and tension.i need to find another form of release. i need. i need. i need.
bee wrote this at 1:47 PM
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At 9:00 AM,
bee said...
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jules u're such a sweetheart ; ) can let me know u're going bk melbourne and i can join u there for the things we missed in oz land *sniff*
bee said...
mak honey...i can't peel your fingers cos i can't feel the pain on me then can i? its a pain over tension action/ remedy...and sides, i can't bear to see your fingers in the pathetic state as mine. *hugs*
