Thursday, October 28, 2004
tasting fear
had an dreadful night despite the lovely spatters of raindrops on my window.what freaked me out was the protaganist(me). i was the ghoulish creature (ala Van Helsing's female vamps) flying around in my primary school searching for something which i have absolutely no clue of. jolted at four am in the mornin amidst lightning and rain, i stayed huddled under my thick covers with a mighty full bladder cos i refused to walk thru the entire hallway and kitchen just in case the evil in me decides to appear in the mirror reflections.
they say dreams unify us in body, mind and spirit. the entire mystique and gruelling process of unlocking our personal emotions and experiences would help us look upon our current state of minds in a different light.
it's tough deciphering dreams cos i often lose track of them by the time my mind's running like clockwork. the elements may be lost but the emotions linger. one can taste fear no matter how far it runs. freud's got a sound theory for that in the interpretation of dreams (third ed).
Ghost
In general, ghosts symbolizes aspects of yourself that you fear. This may involve a painful memory, guilt, or some repressed thoughts. You may be afraid of death and dying. Alternatively, ghosts are representative of something that is no longer obtainable or within reach. It indicates a feeling of disconnection from life and society. This dream may be a calling for you to move on and abandon your outdated modes of thinking and behavior.To dream that you reach out to touch a ghost, but it disappears, indicates that you are taking steps to acknowledging some painful or repressed thoughts even though you are not ready to fully confront them.
Ghoul
To see a ghoul in your dream, suggests that your habits and negative ways are hindering your growth. The dream may also represent a fresh beginning.
Fear
To dream that you feel fear, signifies that you achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are having anxieties in certain circumstances of your life.
Flying
To dream that you are flying, signifies a sense of freedom where you had initially felt restricted and limited. To dream that you are flying with black wings, signifies bitter disappointments.
i'm still having goose pimples. what do i fear now? of who i am now or who i will become? if this is what the future tastes like, i await with bated breath.
bee wrote this at 8:45 AM
