Tuesday, December 14, 2004
something's changed.
ever wanted to avoid some people so bad? the dread's been nagging cept that i've conveniently tucked them aside and naively dreamed it might dwindle and lift itself off my shoulders. is it better to wear masks and go round smiling like you're best friends when awkwardness and uncomfortable silences are mulling and all you wish for is the ground beneath to open up and swallow you whole. or i could pretend to be ignorant and positive. but that only works best when things don't matter that much anymore would it? it's sad how selfish humans are as they begin to grasp ownership of something.background music: common people by pulp. tho something's changed might've been more apt.
bee wrote this at 10:59 AM
