Monday, January 24, 2005

the one where she fucked up

ever experienced fucking up despite being cautious?

what's the dumbest thing a driver of six years can do? nope, didn't run anyone down and neither did anyone hit her bumper. instead, she chose to ram a spanking new SUV into a stationary pole (bolla?). this act of stupidity left the passenger door terribly dented and badly scarred with streaks of yellow. the tears were streaming uncontrollably as her dearest tried his best to calm her hysteria while sitting at his carpark past twelve midnight.

she's never felt any lower in her entire life. what broke her heart was her own stupidity for running into a bloody pole which she obviously knew about and that she wasn't as careful as she was supposed to be.
"drive carefully, be safe" the words of caution from her folks last night before she took off in the harrier.
"DUH, of cos i will" the nonchalant response ringing in her ears...guilty guilty guilty

pseudo master was obviously furious and it pained her more cos he was simmering yet controlling his anger to stop her constant sobs. she cried her entire night to sleep cos she simply couln't forgive herself for such ridiculous fuck-ups, not things that she could've avoided at plain sight. and so she woke up with oriental puffy eyes and signs of a bad gastric (induced from stress?). as she sat in the injured SUV with the master on the way to work, she found herself suffering in silence from the inflammed gastric where it got so bad she couldn't walk up to the office without heaving. and off she went to the doc and back to her comforting bed all curled up for a good rest after four consecutive days of a four hour sleep routine.

bee wrote this at 8:53 PM

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At 8:56 AM,  Anonymous said...

Hey woman,
we all make mistakes despite our best efforts to be careful so don't beat yourself up over it k?

I know it seems like a mistake you shouldn't even have made but sometimes, shit happens...Main thing is YOU'RE OKAY and the car's pretty okay too...*hugs*

:) the one who ordered a shirley temple

 

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