Wednesday, March 30, 2005
the one with regret.
1:3 Blessed is he that readeth, and they that hear the words of this prophecy, and keep those things which are written therein: for the time is at handnuclear war, killer tsunamis, cosmic supernovas, conspiracy and warfare. what if these cataclysmic events are signs? how would it feel like if this world gets wiped out? what if someone finally tells us we only have one day left in this world?
what would you do?
what would she do?
it's only a day.
turn off the computer. give her client a free ad. head to east coast and watch the sea. sit at changi airport's departure hall watching plane take offs. coffee with close buds. apologise to a particular person whom she's deliberately avoided contact for the past year. nice japanese dinner with folks. sit in the balcony with her other half cosying to hot black tea and jazz. and write her final piece.
she'll finally stop rushing. she'll finally learn to let go and live life as it is. she'll finally learn never to take the simplest things for granted. she'll finally realise how silly she was fretting over non-issues. she'll finally begin to realise what she's missed the past 27 years. and she'll leave this world with a tinge of regret knowing she hadn't tried her best to fulfill certain dreams.
bee wrote this at 9:02 AM