Tuesday, October 11, 2005
morning thoughts
very often she would stop herself from certain actions in fear of what-if repercussions. but as she aged, she realised what it also means to kick yourself in the arse five years down the road for being a chicken shit; and so she stopped the self- deprecating apprehensions. if this turns out successful, she would probably see herself relocating to australia much earlier than anticipated. you win some, you lose some cos certain things are just never meant to be yours. she's done all she can now (whoring the resume) and she's leaving it all up to the big guy up there, perhaps he can take her hand and guide her from this painful crossroad.on a brighter note: just got another assignment from the editor, which means extra income for dec. kick ass.
music: accuradio
bee wrote this at 10:09 AM
