Monday, January 02, 2006
of being in love
note: close friends would probably understand this post better.it's funny how she and the other half started off in this relationship.
she, who was just healing after a string of unhealthy pseudo whathaveyous.
he, who has just stepped out of somewhat complicated issues.
they met through a dodgy medium, something which she's always sniggered about with her girlfriends.
and look where they ended up from that chance outing at chijmes and the liquid room?
it's not been an easy path she must say. what started out as a comfortable friendship turned into a very meaningful relationship, and the longest one they both had so far. her close friends have been very supportive, wishing her well and telling her how happy they are for her (finally), that they no longer had to see her put herself through pain with rocky-going-nowhere sort of temporary companion relationships.
she's had a fair share of heydays in her early to mid twenties. though she was happy during some moments, the happiness was never longlived. cos the "man" always had some other girl, be it his other companion, his secret serious other half or some harem of lovers from the little black book. she found the strong woman in her breaking down into some pathetic silly putty, always pulling her hair out wondering where and who he was with (when not with her), crying all the time after he leaves when his phone rings at 2am in the morning, pining for his phone calls and smses 24-7 and obsessing unhealthly if he's lost interest in her.
what a loser she was then. it took her three and a half years of messing around with the mind before she finally decided enough was enough. no more stupid temporary companionships with witty, intelligent, charming fuckers.
she prayed for redemption. she prayed for a good man, a decent honest wholesome person whom she could see herself spending some time with without driving her out of her mind.
and He finally answered her prayers.
He gave her someone different. he gave her someone to love and someone to love her back. it was a tough journey initially, but she's glad it was finally something where two people made a joint effort to see things through. close friends were sharp eyed too, they told her this one was different. they too saw potential and hope and encouraged her to be brave and take steps forward.
and it was the most beautiful journey she had so far.
thank you my dear friends. and thank You for giving me a great gift of love.
here's to 2006 with bright hope and good cheer.
bee wrote this at 12:03 PM
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At 5:44 PM,
pinkmartiny said...
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*hugz* nuthing needs to be said...just be happy
missduhr said...
absolutely wonderful and very happy for you. 2006 and beyond will be fantastic... am sure you'll experience even more blessings of love :D
Abigael said...
Doh! The other half is not witty, intelligent nor charming meh? ;-)
Nah .. he is all of the above, I'm sure. He is just not your run of the mill fucker.
I wish you well, ah Ber and the other half.
Love A.
said...
awww...this is the happiest and loveliest post i've read. *happy sobs*
i've always told dawn that it's been a long time since i've seen you so happy and all gushy. and we both agree that this is damn good for you... we like seeing you glowing.
i'm so happy for you. hee...
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugz*
bee said...
to jules, jaime and van: thanks babes :)
to abi: he's witty and intelligent and charming la, but his category's different from the smooth suave playboy sorts you know? hehe, and yes, i adore him to bits :)
said...
yummy oysters in the previous post - do they look at good as they taste?
anyways, HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR! hope 2006 will be a splendid year for you!
Unknown said...
*BOTH THUMBS UP*
And they're in the right place too!
*grins maniacally*
Way to go, Ah-Ber!
I mean, WHAT A WAY TO START A YEAR, EH?
It's enough to make a balding man cry!
*sniffles*
bee said...
sabbie: yes they are even better than they look! haah
kevin: thanks dude, here's wishing you a great 2006 too!
