Tuesday, October 17, 2006

of work-in-progress

she's been glum and frustrated of late cos the father wouldn't stop bugging at every possible occasion on the ongoing progress for new home, of which she couldn't give definite answers to some. it came to a point where she simply avoided going near him so he wouldn't remind her of oldthingsnewthings to be done. she had to bite her tongue SO MANY times to keep from saying spiteful things like "if you think you know so much bout how things should be done, why don't you go do it yourself?" but of cos. that's rude and she'll probably be hurt by her own selfish actions than anything else and so she keeps quiet. she had some reservations from the onset of this arrangement but its half way now so they just have to hang in there and finish it anyway. it's tough working with loved ones cos everyone obviously has a different working style and its tough juggling expectations on both sides. worse thing is, there's no nicer way of telling family and loved ones to "back off and listen, this is what needs to be done and just do it". no matter how professional you try to sound, it'll end up being hurtful or negative somehow.

and honestly, she doesn't quite know how to handle delicate arrangements like this.

thankfully for once, she can turn to work. at least that's something that can keep her contented for now. damn if the stomach flu isn't going away. gonna see the doc later cos the bug's been going around afflicting gastric prone people in the agency. fuck. one viral infection after another. thank god the lymph node swelling seems to be going down (for now).

bee wrote this at 9:27 AM

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At 11:13 AM,  Unknown said...

hello...

i hope everything turns out better for you by end of the week :)

 

At 2:33 PM,  bee said...

thanks babe. hope the stomach flu goes away eek. and to think i eat so much anyway!

 

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